the breaking in news was both vexing and a huge relief. frustrated that i could do nothing about it and yet i felt comfort that a huge burden is lifted off my shoulders. i wanted drama yet i got trauma.
listening to pearl jam and kid rock was reminiscent of the brief past. regret was that i did not wreak a larger havoc than what i already did. im happy of course that im still in one piece.
i may have been the judgemental sort. but more than often i prayed that i were wrong. a pity prayers werent answered. that nothing in this material world is definite, not any object, nor feelings, nor dogma, nor issues, nor organic. everything is subject to rot by time.
that is why i am happy to know, that i know i was born and i know that i'd die. but the in between is mine.
reListening to... Pearl Jam - I Am Mine
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12:15 AM
Friday, September 22, 2006
sounds like something we would do:
http://www.cbsnews.com/stories/2006/09/19/ap/strange/mainD8K7LB380.shtml
PS. oh yea by the way, my good friend DANIEL TAN XUYANG wants me to acknowledge here that he is indeed damn HOT, damn MUSCULAR, damn BUFF, damn HANDSOME, damn TALL, damn DARK and damn SEXY.
the above entry was typed while i was held at gunpoint by Mr Daniel Tan.
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1:17 AM
Thursday, September 21, 2006
its painful to see almost all my friends going overseas to continue their studies. fuckers. not cause they're all leaving me, but cause i cant go nowhere. im stuck bitch. stuck in singapore.
and in melbourne, 2 of my old pals from the original team india, kash and tushar are having a load of time there. they're urging me, to at least go over for a little holiday. haha and yes perhaps i will. will try to gather the remnants of team india and rampage.
until then. heh.
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4:21 PM
Saturday, September 16, 2006
i've found a solid solution. a grand masterplan. the product of my painstaking efforts will mean i have quit smoking. everytime i feel like smokng, i will shove all the shit food inside me. kills two birds with one stone, since i've been labelled a scrawny pimp ass all my life. sounds like a nice idea.
throughout the archives of this blog you will find so fucking many entries of me trying to cut my expensive habit, to no avail of course. fret not. this is DIFFERENT. this is my most determined EVER phase of life. i never felt as worked up like this before, not even studying for my As. oh well. just wait for further updates.
right now as im typing the last of this entry i am smoking my very last tezas 5. not a very pleasant one, but im not complaining.
NICOTINE WITHDRAWAL AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Listening to... Macy Gray - I Try (Joshua Lim Remix)
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8:07 PM
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
and so people shun destruction like death were to accompany in its impending arrival.
and without destruction there is no life. with combustion there is the sun and the stars, whose light and heat gives life to their respective galaxies.
and with destruction of life there is life continuity.
i would think destruction comes before life.
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2:37 PM
Friday, September 08, 2006
it pains me to see two men quarrelling over misunderstandings. two very hardworking, very solid and abled man. because of reasons they cannot come to terms with. they choose not to confront, in a mature and gentlemanly manner. that is, when sober. and then come the time when there's a gathering, everyone gets a little tipsy. what was supposed to be a joyous occasion where everyone meet to relax, away from stress. they say that when drunk you speak nonsense half the time, and your true feelings half the time. when the two were brought away they were individually sobbing. both, were really, crying. perhaps the overwhelming stress during work. there was no compromise between superiors and subordinates. there was no understanding. there was no neutral ground. all i could do was to pull them apart and run to places to soothe them down individually. if only people were more considerate, that everyone puts themselves in others' shoes. grievances and grudges will never be in place to rot friendships. that is, IF ONLY.
united we stand, together we fall.
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5:15 PM
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
as of 6pm just now, i went 36 hours without any sleep at all. i caved in straight after 6. awesome feeling.
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11:50 PM
Friday, September 01, 2006
what the hell happened to the transfer market? when the likes of manchester united and chelsea fails to secure the services of tevez and mascherano, a minnows club like west ham got them. this seemed only possible in championship manager.
and now arsenal has gotten rid of their troubles (reyes and cole) and gotten themselves two fabulous players. now arsenal is a force to reckon with, again. imagine henry pairing up with baptista in assault. only sheva and drogba can match that. did i mention that im ecstatic over the sale of arsenal's most useless player, reyes. he's always trying to dribble down the left wing and rarely trouble the opposition right full-back.
go gunners go!
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2:43 PM
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