Monday, March 27, 2006
hey you hey you. this wont hurt a bit. -kornbeer is an acquired taste. i insist.
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7:50 PM
Sunday, March 26, 2006
If it's a bad day, you try to suffocate.
Another memory, scarred.
If it's a bad case, then you accelerate,
you're in the getaway car.
You don't care about us
If it's a bad case, you're on the rampage.
Another memory, scarred.
You're at the wrong place, you're on the back page,
You're in the getaway car.
You don't care about us
It's your age, It's my rage
You're too complicated, we should separate it.
You're just confiscated, you're exasperating.
This degeneration, mental masturbation.
Think I'll leave it all behind
Save this bleeding heart of mine
It's a matter of trust
Because
You don't care about us
It's your age, It's my rage
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12:35 AM
Thursday, March 23, 2006
long live cadet-hood.
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10:52 PM
Friday, March 17, 2006
these past few days have been dreadful. i understand now what it is like to see abled men being put on the line while you can only sit back and observe.
somehow, a minute mistake from a random individual seems to implicate matters concerning all the way to the top. perhaps things did not have to be that unforgivable stage. perhaps that is how work is supposed to be like. likewise, a little careless decision that was otherwise deemed to be harmless will affect every single soul down the line. who would understand the pain, but the people affected of course.
i now understand that you are the only ones who can fight for them. or rather, try and fight for a change that is never going to materialise at all.
Listening to... Pl
acebo - You Dont Care About Us
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11:42 PM
Sunday, March 12, 2006
i expected myself to feel ecstatic yesterday. i had waited 9months for yesterday. i know its the only time i actually made my parents feel proud about me. only this one time. it's the same with my As. the very moment you have been waiting for, and that you put in your fair share of hard work for that day. you are happy on this day of beckoning, but not that happy. because. because this day means that the very same people going through all the shit with you will all go their separate ways. it also means that you are now ready to move on to the next phase of maturity.
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12:36 PM
i expected myself to feel ecstatic yesterday. i had waited 9months for yesterday. i know its the only time i actually made my parents feel proud about me. only this one time. it's the same with my As. the very moment you have been waiting for, and that you put in your fair share of hard work for that day. you are happy on this day of beckoning, but not that happy. because. because this day also meant that the very same people going through all the shit with you will all go their separate ways. it also meant that you are now ready to move on to the next phase of maturity.
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12:36 PM
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
rusty must add another entry before i log off. this entry will depict how much interest and enthusiasm rusty still has for the power metal genre. a rather forgotten sector of the music, people simply forgot that these are simply the pace setters for modern day music and style, perhaps not backstreet boys. rusty's recent resurged adrenalin rush for iron maiden and led zeppelin and such really brought back fond memories of when he actually agreed that stairway to heaven was the best rock n' roll of, yes, all times. rusty doesnt care whether you agree or not. neither do i.
perhaps backstreet boys.
Listening to...
Led Zeppelin - Rock N Roll Rob Dougan - Clubbed To Death Iron Maiden - Dance Of Death Stratovarius - Eagleheart
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11:08 PM
it is a good feeling not to blog for a damned long while. and everyone else thinks you are dead.
now this is what a blog ought to be. i am confined to this space and undisturbed. until next time, hurhur.
until saturday.
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8:25 PM
Saturday, March 04, 2006
its been such an awfully long while since i last bothered to blog. it also means that nothing has happened that would be of good use to be blogged down. its the same few of us bonded closely together that will be forcefully torn away one week later. one week later. almost seemed like a very distant hope for the likes of me 6 months ago. i learnt that authority cannot be stamped down. authority is to be earned. to lead by example is always better than to lead by force.
just yesterday i received the most tangible form of pride. the sword is a symbol of authority. knowing me, i would just chuck it one side in no time. that is no measure of the amount of mental stress and physical load put on me through this whole year. everything seemed to be changing at such an abrupt pace that i would seem to prefer staying in the greens. dont be mistaken, things arent that bright in camp. what do you think of putting together a group of leaders, each thinking they're perhaps more abled than any other, and putting others down so as to ascend up to HONOUR. for me i have my priorities right, i choose to sit back, pull back a long deep breath of thick, white marlboro. hah. nothing of that sort, im not that peaceloving. perhaps im the worst of the lot. while sitting back i would be laughing at their petty squabbles, they're not even worth me to argue with.
Listening to...
Michael Sembello - Maniac Lunatic Calm - Leave You Far Behind
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3:56 PM
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age:21 yrs old
gender:male
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