saw ken nishiyama in town. for strange unknown reasons he looked healthier than before. as a matter of fact he looked radiant.
oh and did i mention that he's now in the police force? now we can be sure that singapore is safe from the vice of society. peace.
Sunday, May 22, 2005
You said you couldn't stay
You've seen it all before
I know
They sold you on their way
Oh, honey, that's OK
No harm, he's armed
Setting off all your alarms
When I find out
I hope it's you who set this trap
And storefronts rarely changed
At least I'm on my own again
Instead of anywhere with you
But, to me, it's all the same
And I lost my page. Again
I know this is so rare
But, I'll try my luck with you
This life is on my side
Well, I am your one?"Believe me, this is a chance," oh oh
Let's see what's for sale
He's trying hard to give his job a chance
Oh, it's never gonna be
It's sad, but I agree
The signals don't seem right
They last for just one night, and then
I'm sorry that I said:
"That we were just good friends"
No harm, he's armed
Setting off all your alarms
They're trapped
I can't be there in time
I'll think about that
And I lost my page again
I know this is so rare
But, I'll try my luck with you
This life is on my side
Well, I am your one?"
Believe me, this is a chance," oh oh
Listening to...
The Strokes - Trying Your Luck
the usual suspects were here at
11:06 AM
you can never teach old dogs new tricks. haha.
the usual suspects were here at
9:04 AM
Saturday, May 14, 2005
my friends used to tell me that i will lose contact with civilisation upon enlistment, and that i will be an anti-social fuck staying at home and playing games and watching tv and refusing to budge.
i smiled, with glee. i had been that very anti-social fuck and i will be that anti-social fuck. now and after and after and happily ever after. im so very pleased with myself.
the usual suspects were here at
10:43 PM
yes i am thankful for where i am, who i am, when am i am, what i am, where i am and why i am. it's times when you love and hate. you hate hell. but as you experience hell, you'll scorn at hell, in a mocking manner.
in another aspect, i scorn the literal hell. alright, it may not necessarily be hell, but it sure represented a certain amount of doom. news of my relative's death reached me and i was relatively fine with it. maybe i was not. maybe i was just too tired. or maybe i just couldnt accept this sort of sudden news. a healthy person surrendering to Hades with no acceptable mortal reason whatsoever. my father was a griever. i just stood there to watch. watched him. i stood there speechless, needless to say, i did not know what sort of words will console him. i thought that my silence may be his best consolement. he needed his time alone.
a retrospective joy to listen to old songs you used to love. songs like
oh sally can wait, she knows it's too late as we're walking on by...Now Listening to...
Oasis - Dont Look Back In Anger
the usual suspects were here at
9:34 PM
Saturday, May 07, 2005
what i did for the past 7 days:
ate cat-food (or otherwise what they call the combat ration)
ate 3 day's worth of fresh ration (normal, warm food) during this ordeal
ate with soiled hands
ate with camo still over my face
had showers for 3 consecutive days in the middle of the 7 day field camp (this is considered a privellege, considering what others went through)
shot many rounds of blanks (no. i meant from my rifle)
did OTOT huffa-puffs. haha.
saw a centipede 10 inches long. fuck that.
threw a smoke grenade. hahaha lucky me.
Listening to...
The Bravery - An Honest Mistake
the usual suspects were here at
10:07 AM
Friday, May 06, 2005
i am thinking less nowadays. apparently the news doesnt matter much to me now, since i have no media sources (because newspapers are used to wipe windows).
i do nothing and can only do nothing, except to follow orders. i think not for myself, and i think only for myself. if u can understand, fine, if you cant, i wont be bothered to explain anyway.
oh, did i mention that field camp was sensational. hah.
soldiers are to die gloriously in battles as a result of petty and meaningless quarrels between politicians.Listening to... Britney Spears - Lucky (my platoon sarge's fav song)
the usual suspects were here at
9:46 PM
about me
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