Thursday, September 16, 2004
imagined myself to be a bucket.,
to be this perfectly
animated character whereby i feel no pain upon any force inflictions. i express utterly no sorrow, and hence i am confident to say that i will thus be apathetic as well. apparently, i cannot fulfil any desire to animate myself nor to propose any actions intended in a possibly thin mind. i doubt my ability to process thoughts at all. i am, able to withstand. i can tolerate the unacceptable. i live my life everyday through the test of time in void of any enjoyment, and pain. i live my life i am an
inanimation. sorry, pathetic, unattractive, yet strong, beautiful and firm.
so wont you fucking kick me.
the usual suspects were here at
9:49 PM
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
sorry yeap and menon, i wont be able to make it for your big party. mom's being the usual bitch. cant help it. anyway all the best for your party tonight!!
nothing much to update about. lethargy sets into my brain every day, especially when im studying. lazybones huh. havent been doing anything anywhere anytime at all. currently im just a universal nuisance irritating the shit outta my parents by staring into space. maybe i just cant think much when my mind is a total void. surprisingly my brain is only set into working mode when im snoozing off. been having weird sorts of dreams lately, the likely punishment for skiving off during mugging time.
yesterday i actually made my guest appearance at zouk, for this seventeens birthday bash thingy, hosted by this chee hong fucker who starred in kids central i think. first time in my life i reached zouk at broad daylight. it was shit boring. victor got checked for id when he was fagging inside zouk. reached at 730pm left at 1030pm. wow. awesome. what happened after that was an utter shocker. i reached the sweet realms of homeland when ledge and brian (both tans) went town. all i can say is some shit happened and it's not good. my alleged condescending views of current teenagers are proven correct once more, even though i belong to the age range of delinquency as well haha.
realised i havent been recommending any shit songs lately. now here's a handful,
Now listening to...
Breaking Benjamin - So Cold (highly recommended!)
Strata - Piece By Piece
Breaking Benjamin - Follow
Snow Patrol - How To Be Dead
Sevendust - Leech
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4:00 PM
about me
::my info::
name:yuhao
age:21 yrs old
gender:male
affiliations:none as of yet
msn: go guess you twit