
You represent... anger.
Mad at the world, eh? You have a tendency to...
freak out easily. Overly emotional about
everything, you're most prone to bouts of
cruelty and moodiness. Other people may be
afraid of the fact that you explode so easily,
but at least you're honest... even if you're
honest about not liking anything.
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hmm... maybe this IS what im feeling most of the time... when things don't go my way...
i tend to lose my temper easily especially at home... usually to my parents... i have no idea why...
maybe i hate the world... and the world vice versa...
music genre that i prefer seems to be on the angrier side... like rock and metal... anything that protrays lotsa anger... rage...fury...violence...hatred and what not... OH NO WHAT IS BECOMING OF ME??!!
anyhow it seems i've been able to control my emotions in school and with friends... maybe its also due to the fact that i don't really "reveal" myself to them... in their company... fun and pranks seem to be of top priority... im glad im enjoying myself and don't hate life as of yet...
rage of fire...
drown and suffocate in the intoxicating noise...
when will it cease...
the hatred and fury that consumes our souls in whole...
to live...
to die...
in deafening silence...
in the reunion of blood and roses...
in chaos... bloodlust... rampage... death... calmness... tranquility...
and in eternal silence... when all matter ceases to exist
revoir to the lunacy...
au revoir to this world...........
Listening to...
Finch - What It is To Burn
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6:12 PM
Saturday, July 26, 2003

ICE is your chinese symbol!
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hmm... im ice... how surprising -__- ... maybe its cos i have this natural repulsion to people i dunno well... buden again... who do i know well? i show my retarded and jovial self to others... i do not like to show others what i really think...
i do not really open up to others... i do not believe in doing so...
opening up yourself to others would mean exposing my flaws and what not... i do not feel safe with that...
neither do i expect people to really open up their inner self to me... i don't care either...
i just prefer to live my own private life... away from pain...trauma...and disappointments...
indifference is my means of survival in this society... it doesnt mean im right... but its my life and choice... i dont have to answer my decision to anyone... not to friends... nor family... i answer to myself... its my life and choice...
Listening to ...
Chevelle - The Red
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9:13 PM
fatigue took out all of me today... went to hit the gym and then went to see my friend connie off at the airport...
lotsa tears and all... mixed emotions... beng and i were the only idiots able to laugh abit...
the last few minutes before she went past the departure gates... it suddenly struck me that she is indeed
leaving us all... all the laughter and fun were soon to become but part of my memory... but an enjoyable one i presume.
i wasnt very sad... c'mon i hadda be frank... or else why would i be writing this damn blog?! -_-
because she's not exactly my closest of friends... budden again... i tink i wouldn't be crying for anyone...
maybe im emotionless... maybe its just me... maybe i just don't feel much... not to her... not to anyone... not to family... and maybe not even myself...
Listening to...
The Offspring - The Kids Arent Alright
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12:51 AM
Friday, July 18, 2003
fugg mann... dint noe this gayshit is so darn tuff to set up!
anyway gurmit singh reappeared in the school scene again... fugg that...
he's all out to catch students fer their hair and tucked out shirt and shit...
looks like its another whole new escapade again i guess.... fer me, david,james and etc etc.
andrew shud come back once in a while to go make a film on gurmit singh and post it on the webby... so he gets fugged big time or get counselling frm mdm rosalind tan...
haha thats all fer my first blog post ... nitez ciao.~
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11:50 PM
about me
::my info::
name:yuhao
age:21 yrs old
gender:male
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